Recently someone asked me this question, Have you found joy in your life? and i answered...

I strive to think i'm not yet in the position to judge either i found it/em nor how many times felt that, but i for one think i am feeling that such thing called joy everytime i am besides the one thing i miss having besides me.

So help me god..

Bored, The Way I am.

i justtttttttttttttt loook in the mirrrorrr
i justttttttttt loook at the clock
i just try not to think about timeeeeee
the time, those times
am i am who aim
am i a lonerrrr
a dreamer or so
you are what you are
a dreamer or so
a loner or something
the world in me
seems perfect
the way i am
the way we are
i know this to be so
a dreamer or so
juuuuuuuuuusttttttt looking in the mirrrorrrrrr
just looking at the clock
forgetting time
that time, this time
for everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, i am who i am
i know your secrets
a dreamer or soooooooooooooooooooooooo
simple or something
the way i am
forgetting time
this time, forever
i hope
won't end that soon
the way i am now...
and nothing else but that.

woot, another year just passed by duh, getting really old >.>

Today 24 September at 24.24.24 (hh/mm/ss) i'll be 24 years old.

Isn't this day the one and only? nah there should be another one or maybe other two... 24 september 24.24.24 on year 2024 or 2424, even so 24 isn't my lucky number who knows... 24 getting funny .. but whatevah i'm getting old with one more year... bah

I worth $2,753,098

buhuhu boring.

I'm going down...
Everytime i close my eyes...
I think about it over and over,
Again...
I'm stuck in a game,
The game of life, over and over,
Again...
Because it's all in my head...
I don't know, what to know,
Anymore...
I don't think, i can think,
Anymore...
I'm going down, over and over,
Again...
Is it a real pain or just a game?
Still thinking, brainwashed...
Am i? over and over,
Again?
I don't know, what should i know
I don't think, should i think?
I'm so sick, so tired...
So bored,
Over and over again.